Fighting back the tears
Another expensive, failed test at returning to normalcy. FML....
The HSG test a few weeks ago came back normal. I have a healthy uterus and no blockage. Great news! So, I started ovulating on the 15th, which was confirmed with ultrasound. On the 19th, I got a shot of HCG to help with ovulation. Yesterday, I went back for blood work to check my progesterone levels. The level came back at 0.9, which was negative for ovulation. Really?!?! I feel like what's the point now. I've also been miserable for going on three days now with horrible nausea. At least I'm not puking anymore. I think my drop in hormones is making my stomach do turns. I have to wait two weeks to get back to the doctor to see what the next course of actions is. I fear it will be a laproscopy, which they put off since it looked like I was ovulating. I would love to go back to a regular doctor that won't cost me an arm and a leg, but I know that no progress will be made. I just need it suck it up and play the wait game. I need to get my mind off this before I have another break down. All this just to get a period and possibly have a chance at having another baby... the baby part hasn't even been important... just being normal. You never know how much you will miss your period when it goes away. I feel like less of a woman....
The HSG test a few weeks ago came back normal. I have a healthy uterus and no blockage. Great news! So, I started ovulating on the 15th, which was confirmed with ultrasound. On the 19th, I got a shot of HCG to help with ovulation. Yesterday, I went back for blood work to check my progesterone levels. The level came back at 0.9, which was negative for ovulation. Really?!?! I feel like what's the point now. I've also been miserable for going on three days now with horrible nausea. At least I'm not puking anymore. I think my drop in hormones is making my stomach do turns. I have to wait two weeks to get back to the doctor to see what the next course of actions is. I fear it will be a laproscopy, which they put off since it looked like I was ovulating. I would love to go back to a regular doctor that won't cost me an arm and a leg, but I know that no progress will be made. I just need it suck it up and play the wait game. I need to get my mind off this before I have another break down. All this just to get a period and possibly have a chance at having another baby... the baby part hasn't even been important... just being normal. You never know how much you will miss your period when it goes away. I feel like less of a woman....
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