Latina , hippie, goth mom of two traveling through life with endometriosis, fibromyalgia, and super shitty migraines. Believe me, it all works out in the end.
Nearing completion
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So excited that I can see the end if my 6 month project! There's never an end to my family history, but I've got an end to my final project. It's going to be great!!!
Sometimes I wish I was an introvert. Maybe the pain of being alone a lot would turn to pleasure. I wouldn't need to schedule coffee dates because I wouldn't have this hole in my soul that can only be filled with the presence of others. I could easily pass off the last few years of having people as a phase. I'm an introvert now. Grocery shopping panic attacks make sense because I'm an introvert now. I can pass that blame on to the pandemic maybe. I'll start getting comfortable with the fact that I am truly disabled now. I can't work or keep up with my own little business demands. It's ok, I was running out of energy lugging the same shit all over town. Also, I'm an introvert now. I'd rather not have to talk to people about what I make and why I make it. And be disappointed when they keep walking by, too turned off to even say hello. Introverts appreciate it that. We don't mind when people keep walking by. It's less stress to deal with in the ...
I never do resolutions. But, never say never, right?? This year I promised myself I'd spend more time with my friends. I'm happy to report that I have been taking time out at least once a month for that very purpose. I'm also happy to report that 2016 has been pain free for me. I've started walking again. Running too, until I pulled ligaments in my foot. My weight is down again and my clothes are fitting more comfortably. I've managed to not need any pain medication, anti depressants, anxiety meds or even my metformin. Partly this is due to the fact that I had my last ovary removed the day before Thanksgiving. It was shitty timing, but I was eating pain killers like candy to get through work each day. As much as I wanted to wait on having the procedure done, I'm glad I didn't. The hormone replacement therapy is wonderful and I completely feel like my old self. I'm still a little afraid of waking up one day with a swollen belly and terrible ...
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