Myself

Today I have come to realize that I am not my best when I stop putting myself first. The more I run around to do things for everyone else and not take time for myself, the worse things get.

I have plan.

Again...

Today it's back to the protein shakes and working out. And I WILL also take my meds every day to prevent another month like April. I hate doctors visits and I wish to avoid them again at all costs. I also dislike being in pain. I can tolerate pain and I even enjoy some types, but this was not that enjoyable type.

I am my own god and I need to always treat myself as so. When I am happy, everything else falls into place and the world can keep turning.

Here's to a new month and a me back on track.

Hail Satan!


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